as of recent half year or so I've been sleeping excessively. With long dreams that sometimes are very upsetting emotionally. Dreams reminding me of my own loneliness and social ineptitude. A body with a slothful nature and an inept mind. Geez. What combination is this.....
some selfies because I get bored in my room
Old habits die hard... and I mean hard.... ever since I've been able to remember I've always had some sort of screen in front of me. In the 90s I would always replay my pokemon vhs tapes especially the tapes that had episodes with Gary oak, I consider him my first " crush " I just remember paying attention/liking the episodes with Gary a bit more.same with the character Mandark from Dexter's laboratory and Eris goddess of chaos from Billy and mandy. Eventually I started reading manga in the 4th grade, and developed a huuuuuge crush on this alien villain from Tokyo mew mew, Kisshu or Quiche. It felt like I was doing something really naughty ( weird word.... ) when I read the chapters or watched episodes that involved Kisshu... There's been more over the years but it's a bit concerning how this keeps happening while I'm entering my 30s next year, 2D love can't hurt you like a real person would I suppose. And you can't hurt a cartoon character!
While I wouldn't say I have a " crush " on the character bill dickey I will say his design and way of being is very cute and very appealing to my peculiar taste in 2d characters. Someone shoot me already. Just kill me.